the grand design

the wise man once said that everything will unravel the way they are made to.

the grand design.

except i’ve never been the type to follow through, and come in clutch; always last minute, but never the buzzer beater type clutch.

anyone who knows me knows i have a desire for zeal; i see far too many future possibilities to focus on just one thing at a time.

passions, with the s, the plural tense

to me, “passion” feels like a box with four air holes punched in with safety pins, that one would be expected to breathe from.

i received my fair share of disappointing news this past year,

and i had only ever planned to rely on my natural born abilities, gifts, and the grand design to carry me through.

this time, however, i learned that the grand design requires more than fate alone.

there is something greater out there and it is not far from reach.

here’s to the start of the blueprint.